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Houseboy in training? [04 Nov 2009|09:14am]
[ mood | curious ]

I had my first experience as a houseboy the other day.. another exciting step in exploring my submissiveness, and a chance to add some more qualifications to my resumé. It's been five years since I first became interested in service and submission, and sometimes it feels like I'm progressing so slowly - but I am extremely thankful for the opportunity I was given and very much look forward to doing it again! Performing housework was something we had talked about for over a month, and although it was difficult to find a weekend that worked out for the both of us, it finally did happen.

It was a Saturday afternoon, and I was at the gym when I received a text message summoning me into Toronto (OK, so it was a lot more casual than being summoned, but it makes it sound more like a ritual when it comes out that way!). Her message indicated that the big tasks of the day would include laundry and helping to clean a room. My expectations for the evening were that I would be like Tony Danza in "Who's the Boss?", only there would be no question at all about who the Boss really was ;)

Nerve-wracked, stuttery and quivering, I soon appeared on Her doorstep with a bottle of Her favourite wine. I had hoped that she could relax and give occasional direction while I did most of the work, but I knew my inexperience might be a factor in what would happen that evening. Being someone who feels that he does better in the kitchen, I felt intimidated by the task of doing laundry.. since I have ridiculous amounts of closet space in my home, I never really have to fold my clothes and they mostly go on hangers. If I do any folding, it involves nothing but simple t-shirts and the like. I (very) nervously informed Her of my inexperience and unease with the task at hand, and I was relieved that She was willing to show me how She prefers to have things done, instead of just kicking me to the curb.

In the end, I felt bad that She ended up having to do a lot of the work along with me, but we both knew it was a learning experience for me, in a way.. and I was pleased that I could help Her out in any way at all! I was asked to do some things that I had never done before, or if I could do them, I was doing them wrong or inefficiently (or just not Her way - the right way). For the next time, I am going to try my hardest to learn how to perform these tasks properly and more efficiently.. I find that Youtube can be very helpful in that way :)

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"Women's town" to put men in their place [26 Apr 2007|10:09am]
"Women's town" to put men in their place

BEIJING (Reuters) - Chinese tourism authorities are seeking investment to build a novel concept attraction -- the world's first "women's town," where men get punished for disobedience, an official said Thursday.

The 2.3-square-km Longshuihu village in the Shuangqiao district of Chongqing municipality, also known as "women's town," was based on the local traditional concept of "women rule and men obey," a tourism official told Reuters.


The motto of the new town would be "women never make mistakes, and men can never refuse women's requests," Chinese media have reported.

Too bad it's just a stunt for tourism, though.
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Morbid fact of the day [05 Nov 2006|06:53pm]

The odds of any one person winning $50,000 in the McDonald's Monopoly contest (ending next week) are 3,500,000,000 to 1.*

You are 4,729 times more likely to choke to death on your own vomit this year. Chances are, it will be on a Big Mac.

* That, is, if you believe that McDonald's has cleaned up their act and people on the inside aren't hoarding the winning game pieces for themselves anymore.
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Another quiz.. yes, I like pain. [05 Nov 2006|03:53pm]
You scored as Ballbusting. You Scored as Ballbusting:

You are really aroused by women who hurt or injure men's testicles, especially if they really enjoy it, get aroused at it or just laugh at it. You also get off on the pain itself - or even just the threats of a woman to hurt, crush, and destroy your manhood get you GOING.
You submit to their abuse. Unfortunately for you, this is a very painful fetish to have. But you can't help it!

You enjoy abusing men's balls - being in complete control of their manhood and making them whimper like a little schoolgirl after just one kick. Inflicting pain on and controling men by their testicles arouses you. You take the phrase "I've got him by the balls" quite literally. They just feel so squishy and vulnerable under you feet/in your hands - you can't help it!


Cuckold (Wife/Girlfriend)




Orgasm Control/Denial


Lesbian Femdom


Small Penis Humiliation




Forced Feminization


Foot/Boot Worship


Cuckold (husband/boyfriend)


Genital Torture (CBT/PT)


What's your Femdom-related Sexual Fetish?
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Cuckold quiz [28 Sep 2006|08:06pm]
You scored as passive cuckold. you are a very passive cuckold, you will normaly be doing the housework while your wife is "entertaining" her dates, or you will be at work earning money to buy your wife lingerie to wear for her dates.


pasive cuckold


sissy gf cuckold


active slave cuckold


sexualy useless cuckold


what type of cuckold are you?
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Power to the Women [21 Sep 2006|06:34am]
Power to the Women
"Men should be barred from public office for 100 years in every part of the world. ... It would be a much kinder, gentler, more intelligently run world. The men have had millions of years where we've been running things. We've screwed it up hopelessly. Let's give it to the women."
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Returning to Matriarchy? [29 Aug 2005|01:01pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

One step at a time.

  • Women 'to be richer sex by 2025'

  • Article about some stodgy old BBC newscaster shouting and moaning about women taking over many top executive jobs at the BBC, with men getting a lessened role in society. He needs to get used used to it. It's for the better.

I really love this new Sigur Rós album. Listening to it makes me feel like I am witnessing the birth of the universe.
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Analogia Star Estimator [26 Jul 2005|08:11am]
Apparently, the Star Estimator says that I look like Liam Neeson. Not bad, since we've both got the Northern Ireland heritage thing going on. Last time I tried it (a couple of years ago), it said I looked like Orlando Bloom. No fucking way.
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Shyness. [17 Apr 2005|04:03am]
Why must i always be so shy and nervous when it comes to meeting Dommes? Sometimes, i really hate being so shy, so quiet. But i can't seem to help it.
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That's more like it. [08 Sep 2004|07:02pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Bush gets a whipping in fetish lingerie video

LONDON (AFP) - As if Michael Moore's "Fahrenheit 9/11" wasn't enough, Republicans can now get steamed up by a four-minute video of a ruthless dominatrix whipping US President George W. Bush in the Oval Office.

Starring Dita von Teese, here's a link to the actual video.

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What kind of slave are you? [24 Apr 2004|10:26pm]
[ mood | anxious ]


You value intimacy with the dominant above all
else. You are aware of the importance of your
physical appearence, and you like others to
look their best. You like personal attention
from the dominant and are proud of any trust
s/he places in you.

What kind of slave are you?
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At first light, lay proud foundations. [27 Oct 2003|11:52pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Although i'm not exactly sure when i started to have these feelings of submissiveness, i seem to think it might have had something to do with an episode of The Love Boat i had seen when i was about 5-years old. i can't even remember what the episode was about, but a seed was planted somewhere in my subconscious which took root and really seems to have taken hold of me in the past few years. After much time was spent trying to understand these thoughts i was having, i have come to realize that my true place is in submission under the firm heel of a Dominant Woman, allowing Her to own, train and discipline me as She sees fit.

i long to be the creature that unwittingly stumbles into the silken web of the Black Widow, allowing Her to trap and bind me with Her silk and to feed off my submissiveness; my weakness making Her stronger. i hope to surrender to the whims of the Superior Female so i may serve Her needs and accept Her training and discipline, allowing Her to own and control me as a loyal inferior.

This is the beginning of my journey and exploration into a side of myself i have ignored for so long. i honestly don't know what to expect to find along my travels, but i hope it's something like happiness and fulfilment - and maybe i'll even meet a few interesting P/people along the way.

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